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i'm ready to conquer the world. [13 Jan 2007|01:27am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | paperback. ]

what a day.

live it up

[23 Dec 2006|11:08pm]
[ mood | content ]

what the eff. it's may already. remember when we used to check these things daily in order to either a) look at pics posted of things that had occured within a 24-hour radius or b) look for shout-outs AND accounts of what had occured within a 24-hour radius? me too. senior year has given me a lot of extra time. thinking time. time to ponder and wonder and fret and calculate and imagine and... it scares me. it literally scares me that at this time next year i have no idea where i'm gonna be in my life. well, i do, obviously i'll be in fredonia but i don't know how i'll be holding up or if i'll survive on my own or whatever. it scares me that i don't know what i'll be doing, because i've gotten used to the security of a home and food and all those other good necessities, and it scares me to admit it. life is too short to impress everyone you think you know. life is too short to make everyone else happy. life is too short to worry about what others think of you, or whether or not they're happy. and i know that sounds incredibly selfish, but it's the god-honest truth. they were right, this is the year when you realize who's important to you and who's just a face that you pass on the road of life [no cheesiness intended]. you know what's come of all that thinking and contemplating and being pensive and curious and blah blah blah de blah? boredom. i have too much free freakin' time. i need some type of excitement. but i'm too chicken to go searching for it. it's may, and this year has been a bit of a let down. i don't know, with all the work that i HAVEN'T done and the under-achiever mode at full blast, i've just been left with this sense of incompetence. and i hate it. i don't know what i'm doing. i don't know what i've done. i'm in this vat of not knowing, and i don't even know how to get out of this one. so i'm just gonna keep on doing it. because that's all that i have time for anyway.


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so i go to be all sneaky-stealth like and make a new entry when apparently i typed up the thing about in... MAY? what? how the hell did this thing save for so damn long? i don't even know. but the good thing is that, yes, i'm alive. yes, i'm slightly bored. and no, i'm not going on a rant because unlike all the other times... i really don't have anything to rant about. and i'm happy. and it's almost 11:11pm for all you folks that make wishes on 11:11. and i love you. that is all. <3

live it up

PICTURES [17 Mar 2006|10:57pm]
[ mood | disoriented ]

if you have ANY pictures from KMK, ITW, or Anything Goes, please send those in my direction. please&thanks. <3

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hm. [29 Jan 2006|04:09pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Bad- my flippin' sister. ]

waking up at 3 in the afternoon is something you just don't kid about when you've spent the previous night with a chocolate fondue fountain, toasting marshmellows, kareoke, discussing whether chocolate is just 'chocolate' or if it's considered a candy, poker & white castle until 5am. yeah, you wish your family was as awesome as mine.

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grr. [26 Jan 2006|11:11pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Me and Julio Down by the School Yard ]

if i fail the friggin MathBReg again, i'm gonna incapacitate someone. that's a promise.

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IntoTheWoods [new pics!] [23 Jan 2006|05:39pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Your Fault- Into the Woods Sachem North HS Cast<3 ]

Once Upon A Time... )

5 of you live it up

bittersweet [22 Jan 2006|11:03pm]
i miss it so much more than i ever expected to.


fuck, i'm gonna go cry again.
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IntoTheWoods [21 Jan 2006|12:23am]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | Les Mis riff(t)ing- patrick mahoney[?] ]

oh man. let's start with snip its, cuz that's as far as i can remember. right. so, snip its was really fun this year. after not being in school on monday for Martin Luther King Jr. day, and missing the whole of Tuesday's schooling for in-school last minute rehearsal-chaos, it came along so much better than everyone expected. for the most part, NO ONE recognized me when i set foot onstage during the first half of the show, which was basically 4 periods [including the repitition of the opening of Act I for 8th]. that was cool. i finally got my prosthetics done, and was able to pull off the transformation scene. yayy. i think the awesomest thing, though, was when kaity's molestation scene came on, and the entire period that came were catcalling like crazy. beasts. the lucky ones that saw the snip-its in my classes were all like 'hey, rapping's cool' and i'm all 'yes, yes it is.' = ]

so, the school day before opening night was really weird for me because i wasn't really excited or nervous about the coming night. i totally bombed the economics midterm, since i haven't set foot in that class for ... oh, a week? yeah. that too. the social issues final was fantastically simple. that made me smile. the rest of the day was cake. i love being a senior. teehee. the best was when JordanRom was all 'oh man, when that guy and that chick got together in the show..' and i was like 'KAITYDAVIE?' and he's like 'oh right, i forgot she was in it.' dorkkkk. then i went home after school, finished The Da Vinci Code [<3] and slept for an hour. when i went to school for calltime, WE HAD A DANCE PARTY SINCE WE HAD AN HOUR TO KILL. i love our cast, Time warp, thriller, and BSB. lovelovelove. one of the best parts of my night consisted of jumping up and down on that stage and Kelleher looking at us from the lighting booth making the lights do crazy club-like things. ahahha. awesome. ok, opening night was phenom. i broke my staff on rapunzel's castle, and crew came to the rescue with masking tape. i couldn't stop laughing backstage so much that i almost missed my next entrance. MASKING TAPE<3333. frankenburg[sp?] broke a drum. silly nilly. i think that it was probably one of the greatest opening nights ever. east kids are LOVEEEEE. everyone who watched had so many nice things to say, and there were things said that i really appreciated. when it comes to me performing, i take everything with a grain of salt. it made me really happy that i exceeded their expectations. Eff that, i'm glad that i exceeded my own damn expectations. i'm just glad that i proved to myself that i can actually do it. i had madd asians at my house later that night, and that was incredible.

the school day before the second night, on the other hand, was madness. social issues part II essay[s] made my hand cramp, i bombed also part II of the Economics test [blargh, comstock] and i left school early during 6th period because my mother is lovely. i slept for 3 hours, and it was glorious. OH! best thing though? we watched ON THE TOWN in symph because murph decided to give us a break. i love herrrr. we sang along to EVERYTHING, and everyone hated us. screw 'em. lol. ann miller is love. dani adinolfi thinks she can learn the hardcore tap dance that she does in her scene. pshh. good luck with that dani, it's my fav old movie ever and i've watched it so many damn times, yet even I can't figure it out.

the second night was, in a word, wonderous. ANOTHER DAMN DANCE PARTY, yet again. this time, major cotton eyed-joe and chacha slide-age. no booty drop though, i missed it again. sad. on a lighter note, nothing broke, for one. another thing, i succeeded in making hoffman cry during one of my songs. hehehe. also, my aunt taped the show with her professional-ness, so now i can actually SEE what all the fuss is about. BEST PART OF MY NIGHT- this random chick, after the show, attacks me and goes 'do it.' and i'm like '...what?' and she's like 'do it. do it.' and shoves her phone in my face. she recorded me saying 'what are ya doin' and now it's her ring tone. sweeeet. lol. celeb status is FUNNNN. le sigh. sari comes up to me and goes 'oh my god, i GET IT!! you're telling your mom to take you away in the song!!' and i'm like 'we have one night left, man. it's about time, sari.' i ate cake. it had bernice on it. And in it. heh. then Fez and Meg kidnapped me and i gave pat and kaits a hernia/ heartattack? yeah. we went to friendly's, and SURPRISE SURPRISE kelli brady's clan was there, that was good. didn't we burn something here in this parking lot? hahahaha. OH OH OH, and freakin' Kris Vicencio showing up randomly? that was freakin' awesome. especially since i greeted him 'You HOMO! what are you doing here?' ahahahaha. RIFF(T)ING. AHAHAHA. joyous. i'm in love with everything life's throwing at me.

lordy lordy, i'm gonna cry my little eyes out tomorrow, but i'm NOT gonna forget my camera like i did tonight and I WILL take ridiculous amounts of pictures and there WILL be crazy pranks going on since Ms. Jean isn't here to threaten us and KELLEHER is cool. bwahahahah. Crew? i'm scared. i have no idea what's up you're sleeve, but nevertheless, i'm expecting christian and a box somewhere in there. :wink: um. freakin' A man, our closing night is tonight. that's ridic. i'm really upset it's all coming to a close. everything about this production has been magical, and i'm not gonna lie when i say that i'm gonna miss it. the saddest thing of our second night, after the bows, was when kelleher hugged me and said 'there's only one more of these left.' yepp. that's right. and it's gonna be amazing. i know it. it's bittersweet, really; i can't wait, but, i don't want it to come so that it doesn't end. ah life, silly little thing.

PS- for the record. brett bretterson wins in the best voice mails ever. my fav?
"...it was the best performance, by far. even better than, ya know, justintryingtoactstraight."
he said it like that too, really fast, smushed together and everything.
ahahaha GENIUS. k i'm done.

3 of you live it up

...i'm sorry, what? [17 Jan 2006|09:55pm]
we open tomorrow??
6 of you live it up

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